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ALBUM OF THE DAY

30 APRIL 2026

existential thottie

DUENDITA

Released 29 April 2026

10k

*****

Fearless, funny and devastatingly intimate songwriting as a means of survival, in a record where sex, sadness, illness and self-preservation collapse into the same breath.

Queens-born, Berlin-based duendita (Candace Camacho) has quietly become one of the most distinctive, self-styled voices working in a space between neo-soul, jazz, experimental R&B and confessional songwriting. Classically trained and shaped by gospel, church music and New York’s DIY scene, her breakthrough debut direct line to My Creator (2018) introduced a rare kind of emotional nakedness - songs that felt less performed than confessed.
Her 2025 album a strong desire to survive deepened that intensity, reading like a document of endurance rather than a conventional record. As we noted in our review at the time, it felt like “a transmission from someone trying to stay alive through song.”
Her fourth album, existential thottie, is somehow even more intimate: smaller in scale, sharper in language, and startlingly direct in its emotional honesty. It is similarly direct in delivery, just a dozen short songs, all under three minutes and the entire set over in just eighteen!

If the album title reads like a joke, it belies the content.“thottie” represents appetite, desire, bodily pleasure, mess. “existential” invokes dread, mortality, collapse, the long dark night of the soul. duendita refuses to separate them. On this album, wanting sex and wanting peace are often the same emergency.

Nothing here is cleaned up for poetic dignity. It is funny, vulgar, wounded and totally serious, all at once. It's an album that inverts privacy, and whose honesty is brutal: on “toxic and evil”, the devastatingly direct chorus, "No, no, I’m not okay. Need to be with myself today.”
Musically, the record moves through warm bass, harp, jazz drums, layered harmonies and bedroom-built electronics. duendita describes it as songs made “head 2 toe” often alone with her Digitakt (a digital drum machine) before inviting collaborators. That intimacy remains audible throughout, yet despite the lyrical intensity (and limited song durations), it is often soulful and danceable.
The remarkable achievement is that existential thottie never becomes misery music. Although it's not a comfortable journey, the album's lyrical intensity is offset by its overall brevity, and the final track "real better soon" lands wryly and optimisticly:“so glad I didn’t die when my mind tried to flicker off the lights.”

This is an album about coping, rather than healing; it is about being able to continue - perhaps, a braver thing.